i don't want to keep coming here and be funny like there isn't an anvil hanging by its last clinging thread over you, the reader's head. please note that you are on your way to everlasting fire because you are unrepentant in your sins without a savior to take them off of you. you will get 100% of what you are owed, which is eternity in the sides of the pit with the horrors of God's infinite imagination which he prepared for those who rebelled against him unleashed. in his defense, he wanted YOU to not be a part of any of that SO MUCH that he was MOCKED and he SUFFERED and DIED for the sin of the world, so that those who love him wouldn't. during that ample time when you will be separated from God never to ever be united again, you will ponder over every day you got out of bed, which was another opportunity God graciously extended to you that you may seek and find him so that he could give you everything, but it will be too late, which will be ironic because the time you will have then, which will have no end, will only be measured by how your worms could never die as opposed to the thirty minutes you could have taken to see what all the fuss was about... i mean God made sure he was everywhere, a lovely afternoon in the shadow of a tree with the birds going nuts and the light breeze, all of it was free, too... crazy... but you were conditioned from birth to focus on retarded famous people who were set up to be famous so that people would be busy keeping up with them forsaking kin and country in order to conform and it would be exhausting because how it's so unnatural in the way it's retarded plus your feverish reestimation of your value in the sexual marketplace on an hourly basis to consume you and take up all of your cognitive resources until you're old enough to be out on your own with all the bills sneaking up on you, now that you're an epic adult with all the casual sex at your own place with the wine, the clock is ticking, on what? on how your frenemies are all tying the knot! time to find a spouse! but who? you've fornicated with all of them! gotta be with someone you hadn't, gotta be someone whom the whole thing hadn't already been ruined with twice! but you don't know anybody well enough to get married that you hadn't banged! brooo you're running out of eggs! i mean men will just settle down with an 18 year old virgin because le mother of my child, and how gross and upside down is that that i had to make fun of that! honk honk! what about women? no 18 year old men would take you, marriage is the last thing they have on their minds, thanks to these wonderful times that you so thoroughly enjoyed and are a staunch advocate of! which made the bed that you have to now sleep in. and the alarm goes off the next day and trying to make alexa postpone you unlock your front door for the blm people to get a quote from you to see if you're with it and still half asleep you mutter something like mac fries better and now you're dead and your creator, who had the kinds of things human minds could not possibly imagine for you in mind, never crossed your mind once. your favorite shows weirdly never touched on this subject, neither had toe rogan. your parents kept parroting allah this allah that but you figured those to have been figures of speech as they also probably had. never looking into any of it, never gotten around to reasoning such as, how many heavens can there be? obviously somebody's wrong? what can i do? who am i gonna talk to about this? the local mosque has octogenarians giving me the evil eye and i'm downboated on reddit outside the already established echo chambers. oh God why didn't you cause the world to take like a quarter of a year break from ALL of this. like just shut off from the world in my room with the internet so that i can just get after it and find out the truth once and for all. it's so unfair. no wait God literally did exactly that.
sigh. i hope this meant something to somebody enough to at least think about it. if you can read this and are now super worried, you don't have to be. turn to Jesus Christ and ask for forgiveness, you have God's promise he'll give it to you if you forsake your sins because you want to stop displeasing him. Amen.
